Starting New

This blog is for me and only me. I use code names to hide my identity. Follow if you must, but I won't post to please you. I post to feed my inner loneliness.
23rd Jan

I don’t know why I didn’t realize this before.

We would have been legit perfect together. He liked me so much, I like him so much. I was a week late…7 days. Now he’s gone and I don’t know what to do. I like to ease my anxiety and devastation by telling myself that he’ll realize he misses me and come back to me early but deep down I know he won’t. I’ve been having a pity party for a little over a week now.

My goal is to forget as much as I can. Just leave him alone and focus on myself. Maybe somebody will come along and it’ll make him jealous. Or maybe he won’t care. I don’t know. Either way, I’m heartbroken.

Goddamn, this song is so relevant to my situation. 
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbV6-3PlJAA